10.31.2013

Moon sign wala birthday for our MOOOON :) :)

iss bhari mehfil mein mujhe sirf tu hi tu nazar aa rahi hai.. 
iss bhari mehfil mein mujhe sirf tu hi tu nazar aa rahi hai..
 mela mota babu, mujhe galatfehmi ho gayi,
                     yeh tora motapa nahi yeh tere yaadon se bhara mera dil jo charon taraf dikh raha hai.:)
. wah wah!! 

pinjre mein band reh gayi bulbul meri aaj
 pinjre mein reh gayi band bulbul meri aaj
 bistar pe pade pade hi kar di meri dilon pe yeh raaaaaajjjjjjjj 

ghussa hai bhara tere naak pe hakka wakka
 ghussa hai bhara tere naak pe hakka wakka
 jyada karegi nautanki toh marunga tujhe main chauka chakka.:)

. yeh unn dino ki baat hai 
yeh unn dino ki baat hai
 jab pata na chalta tha kab din hai kab raat hai..

 tujhe mil kar jo haal mera hua 
tujhe mil kar jo haal mera hua 
usse behtar yahi hota ki main khelta rehta hamesha jua :)


 raat kali mere khwabon mein aayi
 raat kali mere khwabon mein aayi
 jee karta hai usse hamesha hi apne pass rakh do banakar apna permanent baai...:)


 samandar kinare ek main aur ek tu 
samandar kinare ek main aur ek tu 
itna khara paani ne yehi bataya ki usne wahan kitna kiya suuuuuu :D


 dagmag dagmag bijli chamki 
dagmag dagmag bijli chamki 
abhi mujhe samajh mein aaya yeh ladki nahi hai kuchh kaam ki :) 


 silsila yeh chaahat ka jo chalta rahega 
silsila yeh chaahat ka jo chalta rahega 
tere bina sahi lekin paani ke bina jeena muskhil lagega...:) 

 tere mulayam se gaalon ko salsalane ko jee karta 
tere mulayam se gaalon ko salsalane ko jee karta 
kaashh iss zindagi mein main sahi mein iske liye marta....:) 


janamdin ke dher saare mubarak aapko
 janamdin ke dher saare mubarak aapko
 abhi mujhe padhne de jaa disturb kar apne baapko....:)


A VERY HAPPYWALA BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST !!!!

9.27.2013

"I" and "ME"


i search for my existence? who i am/ for who i am? stranding at crossroads when future seems all set and past all wet, the question reiterates in me.. how and what fate has designed for me and despite what framework i get fit into, i question anything and everything only to be fooled by some nicest persons in this world.. yes this is my worth.. the delicately poised heart in me cannot tolerate any deviance only to stumble and get crushed by some great persons in this world. i am blessed to have god on my side who has managed to sprung up surprises on me everytime he plans to do so and i fail to create the same intensity of passion and proactivity in some of the beautiful persons in this world.. the care of the nature, the concern of parents, the caress of the inner self that have been bestowed upon me have kept my desires burning only to die to sense the cravings in the souls of some of the bestest persons in this world.... my worth, my importance, my faith have all been jeopardized .. my ego, my status, my belief, my instinct have all turned into minute particles that remain suspended in the blows from mouth from some of the famous persons in this world.. its hightime the caveats from the eternal spirit be given a heed to..

2.13.2013

Y O U ..........the special-est u.....




 akeli raat, 
 na tum na tera saath
dil ke har kone mein gunjti hai
                              bas teri baat

yaad bas tum  aate ho,
yaad bas teri yaad....                                                                   ..  (16/1)  
                                                                                                                                    

aaj kuchh sehma sehma sa lag raha hai
 bas intezaar hai   uss pal ka jab
 tum puchoge  kaise ho
dil ne tumhe hai pukara
bas tum ho ki sab bhool jaaaati ho....bhoool jati ho....(2)              ..(17/1)                                                                          



khamosh dhadkan ki  khamosiii
inn sabko  pyaar se chuppa doon
kabhi hasaye, kabhi rulaye..
par kabhi main bayaan na karta hoon..                                          ..  (19/1)                                                                                             

 jo  aaj tum chal diye
 lagta hai jaise, tum kho gaye
lekin hai iss dil se  duaa
 jiyo tum  hazaron saal,oh mere jigar da lal.....                                ..(20/1).                                                                                      

jo aaj pehli baar 
hum 12 baje  wish na kar sake
aur yeh dil tham sa gaya
suna suna sa kuchh toh laga...............                    .......(20/1....night)                                                                                                             

missed you since morning sweetheart
just that some tears are tearing me apart
loneliness taking a toll
am dying to give you a call
no no no why is everything  so dull
dullllllllll dulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll                  ............(21/1..morning )                                                                                    


my heart skips a beat
missing you  daggers my soul
and i feel the chilled pain inside
like someone is taking you away
and these small tidbits kill me from within                         ..............(21/1 night)..                                                                                   
the heart dies every moment
every single moment 
it dies:(

kabhi kabhi jab yeh dil-- pyaar--  ke liye tarasta hai
tabhi woh mujhe  unchhi awaaz   se chilati hai
bas maanga tha ek treat,    fir se sunaya mujhe
aur kabhi nahin aur  kabhi nahin mangunga mein tujhe........             .....(22/1)---

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a better world beckons us
a safe world is what we are seek
but for me, the favorite place in the world is next to you
wish to sleep on your lap and bid adieu-----------                               ..(23/1)....                                                  



the fights we have
the jokes we share
cats and crows we shout
the  arguments the pouts

the yes and the nos
the arrows and the bows
the dreams and the vows

 pumas and converse
the arms and the torsos
the blacks and the whites
the feel and the sights

the truth and the lies
the hellos ans the byes
the day and the nights
the wrong and the rights

 hugs and the kisses
the hisses and the misses
the sun and the moons
the novembers , the junes
the calls and the sms
the aches and the pms

the sleeps and the dreams
the series and the films
the cakes and the drives
the fire and the vibes

the list is endless
                                          hope we remain the same for always.......                         ....(24/1 and 25/1)--



you were the one
you are the one
and you will always be the the one
my princess, my princess
my princess you are
lalala alalal lalalalala                                                                                                                                                                     

you have been my greatest gift
my greatest desire..........................................                                                                                                                                
my love my pyaar--------                                                           ---(26/1)

mere ko usne denied
she wont taste my food
maine usse said
how can you be so rude

wishing to cook for her someday
anytime,anyday,any item my way my way myy wayyyyyyyy.....----(27/1)..........                                                                                



shukriya shukriya lafzon ne kiya bayaan
aakar meri zindagi mein sapnon ko sajaya meri jaan (2)
ata pata kho gaya tha
jo tu naa tha,  tu na tha
phool jo khile dil mein
saans lena mushkil sa tha

my darling my sweetheart
my love my life
..
tu mera dil tu mera jaan
i love you sweetheart.(2)
i love you i love you.........................................                      (29/1 and 30/1).........                                                                                                          


forget me not,
leave me not
there you go once again
and i miss you mountains and plain--
time forbids our meeting
thanks to almighty, 
yet nothing is pitying
beautiful days await
only thing i can give is love i bet.......                                          ..  ...(31/1)                                                                                                                                                   


subah le kar sham tak
 ki humne bas chand baatein
din kat gaya, ab kaise katenge raatein, yeh raatein
jiss din tumhe yeh lafz naseeb honge
shayad ussi din tumhe yeh achhe se samajh aaenge  :)......          ..... (1/2)............                                                              



ears are dying to hear you
heart only wants to feel you
eyes are craving only for you   (2)

how much i be gratified
 they will always be due..
they will always be due....................................................
 i love you, i love you, i love you
i loveeeeeeeee you , i love you.........lalala..
heart only wants to feel you
eyes are craving only for you
love you, i love you.
i love you......
youuuuuuuuu
i love you..................................................                                ...(2/2)                                                                                                                                       




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barrsho jo khwab bune
sach woh aaj huye the
BUT
all dreams seem to die
i cry,cry and cry
the heart feels it all
pain,  bitter pain, bitter pain
 i lie dead in my den.... 
     lie dead in my den...                                                              ..(3/2)..


uss mastani shaam ko 
          tere haathon se ek garam pyali
tere pyaar ke rang mein
                              kheloon main holi
tere dil pe likh loon mein
                              apne pyaar ki boli
kar doon mein duniya se bewafa
           jo tu mujhe mili, jo tu mujhe mili..-----------------               ...(6/2) ....                                                                                                                                 





gulab ki uss muskann se
pathhar jo khil utha
tere unn adayon ka main
bhi deewana sa tha

jo tune mere pyaar ko kinara kar diya
dil ke sau tukde samndar mein jaa mili
milaya bhi toh kya milaya
do dil ko  fir se judaya  koi aur nahi, woh hai apna dilli   ...                ..(7/2)...



cham se jo do  boond gir pade
paraye apne ho gaye
jaade ki uss nisha mein
sapne sajaye hum naye-------                                                   ...(8/2).....





mera chaand mujhe hai mila
mere god se main aur kya maangta
yun hi chalta rahe yeh pyaar ka silsila
mera chand hai mujhe mila...
lalala alalaa la la la              ..........................                                     ...(9/2)....









12.01.2011

CONFUSED UHH----

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Part-1 


 5:30 in the morning…sitting confused yet my face shows no signs of regret for what all I have done to myself over the last few months..i am just lost.... googling my path ahead..never thought to be in such a quagmired status and the only escape from it is when I give a damn shit try…and this should not be a difficult task for an escapist like me..but again this requires changes in numerous aspects of my life for which though I am ready but is the toughest task ever asked by myself to myself.. 


  hey my tummy is crying…please please someone please feed me please…this cup of hot tea is not what I want at this point..please just take it away.. 


 In the office itself , a glance at the dedicated bunch of juniors and seniors makes me all the more nausea tic.. over the years I have become so so careless..can you beat the fact that almost every other day I lose one pen in the office..and its so funny to say that now I belong to P.O.R.N. (people of reckless nature) category..And whats more I have been reading articles on various facets of life that needs to be inducted in my life to shape my life..this I have doing for hours in the last few days. 


Four years of engineering has made me so flexible that i have learnt to adjust to anything and anywhere despite the fact that I am so complaining as I am never satisfied easily until I get what I desire for ...a typical scorpion trait..i don’t know whether this flexible thing is a desirable quality or not as I attribute this factor to be the one responsible for the dying of fighting spirit and not feeling bad for anything type attitude…and these are signs of a loser..yes a bloody loser.. 


 Part-2 


 The chilled night is begging me to enter into a dormant mode..but see I am into this night shift thing after so many days betraying the blanket which is waiting for me in my den.. What for I am doing this..? this indepth analysis of my inner self which I have never done before…I know no one is perfect ..and still…why?? Why do I hate being in a job? And yes the payslip that just released brought a smile on my face not because for the fact that my account got thickened but for the reason that I still earned almost the same while sitting at the home..come on this is no achievement..take pain in the fact that you ruined your first attempt..failures are for sure bitter and the very feeling of failure if at all in the next attempt makes deep shudders of cold run through my body .. and there are many things I cannot reveal… I am just missing out something..i have an idea of it..but don’t want to go deep into it..it is painful..but hey come on this hardly is going to make any difference as all your tears have already dried..just wondering how my life has turned into a rubber ball.. it still retains the inherent property of bouncing inspite of being played to a limitless extent….

8.23.2010

.....????.....

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.......... .. u rock and roll
............and stay off all pain
dis is wat d selfish soul
wish 4 u in dese days of rain


wt ws my fault dat u r so far
u wnt undrstnd how special u R

the short stint as friends
is wat i ll treasure my dear
hv a blasting bday 2day
for years, and forever.


hope u dnt forget dis friend
he misses u a lot
all he can ask for
remain his friend till d end....

4.24.2010

W H Y ? ? ?

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not again, never again
i ll let myself loose
its so haunting, its so daunting
to forget someone, to keep going...

it is cryin, it is still cryin
the heart cn no longer keep bearing
y did it happen at all?

love is d bloodiest thng to happen ever
when it is one-sided,it hurts u evn more.
y do we yearn 4 somebody?
y we strt prayin god so insanely.?

everything boils down from inside
u lose interest in everything
wat to do,wat not to do,
life becomes hell so confusing..

y did god create her
if she was created , y did we meet at all
if we met, y did we bcm frnds den
its still k, but y did i fall for her

wen d heart races on seeing her, it feels so great.
wen its obvious u wont c her again,
u feel so cheated and berated..


but i ll still wait wait and wait
because i love her, love her and only her
i'm gonna luv her till d end.....

3.23.2010

C A L L !!!!


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hey ya,more 30 days and u dnt knw where u are,
hey ya,much to lose and less to be pocketed there.

hey ya,wud b standing at crossroad
hey ya,no one 2 guide and no other avenue wud be left 2 board

hey ya,personally and professionally ,a new beginning
hey ya,a shocking flashwave keeps me shivering.

hey ya,leave behind many near and dear ones,
hey ya,they sud also miss me,dis is wat my heart wants.

hey ya,people u wont meet again,
hey ya,but some ll always remain in heart and brain.

hey ya,no doubt the present life is lingering a bit
hey ya,atleast it gave ample chances to try out being in different orbit.


hey ya, i got to tell u how i feel,
hey ya,i want someone to say me just chill.

hey ya,i need to wake up
hey ya,enough is enough , i ought to fulfill my dream cup..

hey ya, hopefully the coming days give me back my finesse
hey ya, waiting to be bestowed by god's largesse.

hey ya hey ya...

3.04.2010

s o m e t h i n g ...something....


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we the victim of emotional somersault
its not only about solitude but the yearning for that someone
which make our days more and more difficult.


failing to gauge the gravitational pull of relationship
we crave for someone who can,who sud make a difference
this is the first symptom, dat makes our heart beep.



is it not amazing when we hate someone,
then we are the one who lit the fire
but if we love someone,we fear to tell even dat very one..


the most wonderful feeling ever
which keeps our life out of control
paving a path in our lifeline forever.


the love to be cared for and care to love dat someone
sud never b overdone
if u get dumped, be happy for the loss u suffered
but if u dump, then remember everything is gone....


respect the love
it will take care of everything else like a fay
fights wud occur,
but dont dare to call it a day..

one thing u keep in mind u love the person for what he/she is..
dont try to permute dat special someone..
otherwise get ready for sucks and shocks from well-knit chain of bees..




well it was a compilation
filled with 90% own creation
little edition and slight addition
.

2.20.2010

L O S T . . . .


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why man why


why i m not the one who i am
when it matters d most,
why have the cells failed to burst.?

i dnt deliver wen it is meant to be
am i a sore loser
wat can i do
may be i m a bloody choker.

how to get rid of it?
how can i be done wit d thngs wen i want?
life was easy for me always
its not d case anymore, and now i cant.

wen can i seriously stand upto people's expectations
or most importantly my own.
life puts you under different situations
how hard u try, u cnt run.

who said failures are the pillars of success
WHAT I FEEL is lack of feeling bad
has turned failures into caresses

i did say me, "wat i am" many a times
but den why do i gv up??
needfully i need some chimes
to fight out my cunctation, to pop me up.

i knw its not me who can help myself
but WHO??


But You, O GOD, the Lord, deal kindly with me for Your name's sake
all i hv said is very true, dis is no fake
no mishaps, no serious alterations i ask for
if i m able 2 gv my best always, treat 4 u is what i assure.


If I believe I can, or if i believe I cant,am I probably right ??

10.02.2009

A THOROUGH journey through________


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they say it takes 21 days to form a habit..and i agree to it.
yes dear and near ones just heed to this adage and you are there..
you can get yourself done away with some addicted stuffs ,
though it is quite painful in its budding stage..

well we are lazy enough to grab the opportunities knocking
on our doors and repent afterwards..you just cant feel the
heat of some hit then but it wud late then once its flimsy
presence enables a shudder to pass through your body...

life is full of shocks and I think we have lost the pleasure
of getting hurt..we are now shameless enough and that too
to such an extent where foreign particles no more possess
the properties of aching our hearts..how is it possible??
we are, perhaps, no more left with the roots of
emotions,pain,love and hatred anymore.
man versus machine no longer holds true..hats off to the
adjustment cells present in us.they know the deals better..
they lay the trap for us to forget the past and live in the
present without thinking of the future.. i dont understand
the maze of things that i am into right now
but.. yes this seriously corresponds to the complex system
of life..is the heart left with the only functioning of
pumping blood thereby draining out all sorts of feelings??
or is it that there was overdose of some pains that we
just are not able to look into things events and different
plots of life.

i dnt know whether it is something desirable or not but it
seriously is putting our hearts under deep scrutiny..its tenderness....