"I" and "ME"

i search for my existence? who i am/ for who i am? stranding at crossroads when future seems all set and past all wet, the question reiterates in me.. how and what fate has designed for me and despite what framework i get fit into, i question anything and everything only to be fooled by some nicest persons in this world.. yes this is my worth.. the delicately poised heart in me cannot tolerate any deviance only to stumble and get crushed by some great persons in this world. i am blessed to have god on my side who has managed to sprung up surprises on me everytime he plans to do so and i fail to create the same intensity of passion and proactivity in some of the beautiful persons in this world.. the care of the nature, the concern of parents, the caress of the inner self that have been bestowed upon me have kept my desires burning only to die to sense the cravings in the souls of some of the bestest persons in this world.... my worth, my importance, my faith have all been jeopardized .. my ego, my status, my belief, my instinct have all turned into minute particles that remain suspended in the blows from mouth from some of the famous persons in this world.. its hightime the caveats from the eternal spirit be given a heed to..