Moon sign wala birthday for our MOOOON :) :)

iss bhari mehfil mein mujhe sirf tu hi tu nazar aa rahi hai.. 
iss bhari mehfil mein mujhe sirf tu hi tu nazar aa rahi hai..
 mela mota babu, mujhe galatfehmi ho gayi,
                     yeh tora motapa nahi yeh tere yaadon se bhara mera dil jo charon taraf dikh raha hai.:)
. wah wah!! 

pinjre mein band reh gayi bulbul meri aaj
 pinjre mein reh gayi band bulbul meri aaj
 bistar pe pade pade hi kar di meri dilon pe yeh raaaaaajjjjjjjj 

ghussa hai bhara tere naak pe hakka wakka
 ghussa hai bhara tere naak pe hakka wakka
 jyada karegi nautanki toh marunga tujhe main chauka chakka.:)

. yeh unn dino ki baat hai 
yeh unn dino ki baat hai
 jab pata na chalta tha kab din hai kab raat hai..

 tujhe mil kar jo haal mera hua 
tujhe mil kar jo haal mera hua 
usse behtar yahi hota ki main khelta rehta hamesha jua :)


 raat kali mere khwabon mein aayi
 raat kali mere khwabon mein aayi
 jee karta hai usse hamesha hi apne pass rakh do banakar apna permanent baai...:)


 samandar kinare ek main aur ek tu 
samandar kinare ek main aur ek tu 
itna khara paani ne yehi bataya ki usne wahan kitna kiya suuuuuu :D


 dagmag dagmag bijli chamki 
dagmag dagmag bijli chamki 
abhi mujhe samajh mein aaya yeh ladki nahi hai kuchh kaam ki :) 


 silsila yeh chaahat ka jo chalta rahega 
silsila yeh chaahat ka jo chalta rahega 
tere bina sahi lekin paani ke bina jeena muskhil lagega...:) 

 tere mulayam se gaalon ko salsalane ko jee karta 
tere mulayam se gaalon ko salsalane ko jee karta 
kaashh iss zindagi mein main sahi mein iske liye marta....:) 


janamdin ke dher saare mubarak aapko
 janamdin ke dher saare mubarak aapko
 abhi mujhe padhne de jaa disturb kar apne baapko....:)


A VERY HAPPYWALA BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST !!!!

"I" and "ME"

i search for my existence? who i am/ for who i am? stranding at crossroads when future seems all set and past all wet, the question reiterates in me.. how and what fate has designed for me and despite what framework i get fit into, i question anything and everything only to be fooled by some nicest persons in this world.. yes this is my worth.. the delicately poised heart in me cannot tolerate any deviance only to stumble and get crushed by some great persons in this world. i am blessed to have god on my side who has managed to sprung up surprises on me everytime he plans to do so and i fail to create the same intensity of passion and proactivity in some of the beautiful persons in this world.. the care of the nature, the concern of parents, the caress of the inner self that have been bestowed upon me have kept my desires burning only to die to sense the cravings in the souls of some of the bestest persons in this world.... my worth, my importance, my faith have all been jeopardized .. my ego, my status, my belief, my instinct have all turned into minute particles that remain suspended in the blows from mouth from some of the famous persons in this world.. its hightime the caveats from the eternal spirit be given a heed to..

Y O U ..........the special-est u.....

 akeli raat, 

 na tum na tera saath

dil ke har kone mein gunjti hai

                              bas teri baat

yaad bas tum  aate ho,

yaad bas teri yaad....                                                                   ..  (16/1)  

                                                                                                                                    

aaj kuchh sehma sehma sa lag raha hai

 bas intezaar hai   uss pal ka jab

 tum puchoge  kaise ho

dil ne tumhe hai pukara

bas tum ho ki sab bhool jaaaati ho....bhoool jati ho....(2)              ..(17/1)                                                                          

khamosh dhadkan ki  khamosiii

inn sabko  pyaar se chuppa doon

kabhi hasaye, kabhi rulaye..

par kabhi main bayaan na karta hoon..                                          ..  (19/1)                                                                                             

 jo  aaj tum chal diye

 lagta hai jaise, tum kho gaye

lekin hai iss dil se  duaa

 jiyo tum  hazaron saal,oh mere jigar da lal.....                                ..(20/1).                                                                                      

jo aaj pehli baar 

hum 12 baje  wish na kar sake

aur yeh dil tham sa gaya

suna suna sa kuchh toh laga...............                    .......(20/1....night)                                                                                                             

missed you since morning sweetheart

just that some tears are tearing me apart

loneliness taking a toll

am dying to give you a call

no no no why is everything  so dull

dullllllllll dulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll                  ............(21/1..morning )                                                                                    

my heart skips a beat

missing you  daggers my soul

and i feel the chilled pain inside

like someone is taking you away

and these small tidbits kill me from within                         ..............(21/1 night)..                                                                                   

the heart dies every moment

every single moment 
it dies:(

kabhi kabhi jab yeh dil-- pyaar--  ke liye tarasta hai

tabhi woh mujhe  unchhi awaaz   se chilati hai

bas maanga tha ek treat,    fir se sunaya mujhe

aur kabhi nahin aur  kabhi nahin mangunga mein tujhe........             .....(22/1)---

.

a better world beckons us

a safe world is what we are seek

but for me, the favorite place in the world is next to you

wish to sleep on your lap and bid adieu-----------                               ..(23/1)....                                                  

the fights we have

the jokes we share

cats and crows we shout

the  arguments the pouts

the yes and the nos

the arrows and the bows

the dreams and the vows

 pumas and converse

the arms and the torsos

the blacks and the whites

the feel and the sights

the truth and the lies

the hellos ans the byes

the day and the nights

the wrong and the rights

 hugs and the kisses

the hisses and the misses

the sun and the moons

the novembers , the junes

the calls and the sms

the aches and the pms

the sleeps and the dreams

the series and the films

the cakes and the drives

the fire and the vibes

the list is endless

                                          hope we remain the same for always.......                         ....(24/1 and 25/1)--

you were the one

you are the one

and you will always be the the one

my princess, my princess

my princess you are

lalala alalal lalalalala                                                                                                                                                                     

you have been my greatest gift

my greatest desire..........................................                                                                                                                                

my love my pyaar--------                                                           ---(26/1)

mere ko usne denied

she wont taste my food

maine usse said

how can you be so rude

wishing to cook for her someday

anytime,anyday,any item my way my way myy wayyyyyyyy.....----(27/1)..........                                                                                

shukriya shukriya lafzon ne kiya bayaan

aakar meri zindagi mein sapnon ko sajaya meri jaan (2)

ata pata kho gaya tha

jo tu naa tha,  tu na tha

phool jo khile dil mein

saans lena mushkil sa tha

my darling my sweetheart

my love my life

..

tu mera dil tu mera jaan

i love you sweetheart.(2)

i love you i love you.........................................                      (29/1 and 30/1).........                                                                                                          

forget me not,

leave me not

there you go once again

and i miss you mountains and plain--

time forbids our meeting

thanks to almighty, 

yet nothing is pitying

beautiful days await

only thing i can give is love i bet.......                                          ..  ...(31/1)                                                                                                                                                   

subah le kar sham tak

 ki humne bas chand baatein

din kat gaya, ab kaise katenge raatein, yeh raatein

jiss din tumhe yeh lafz naseeb honge

shayad ussi din tumhe yeh achhe se samajh aaenge  :)......          ..... (1/2)............                                                              

ears are dying to hear you

heart only wants to feel you

eyes are craving only for you   (2)

how much i be gratified

 they will always be due..

they will always be due....................................................

 i love you, i love you, i love you

i loveeeeeeeee you , i love you.........lalala..

heart only wants to feel you

eyes are craving only for you

love you, i love you.

i love you......

youuuuuuuuu

i love you..................................................                                ...(2/2)                                                                                                                                       

.

barrsho jo khwab bune

sach woh aaj huye the

BUT

all dreams seem to die

i cry,cry and cry

the heart feels it all

pain,  bitter pain, bitter pain

 i lie dead in my den.... 

     lie dead in my den...                                                              ..(3/2)..

uss mastani shaam ko 

          tere haathon se ek garam pyali

tere pyaar ke rang mein

                              kheloon main holi

tere dil pe likh loon mein

                              apne pyaar ki boli

kar doon mein duniya se bewafa

           jo tu mujhe mili, jo tu mujhe mili..-----------------               ...(6/2) ....                                                                                                                                 

gulab ki uss muskann se

pathhar jo khil utha

tere unn adayon ka main

bhi deewana sa tha

jo tune mere pyaar ko kinara kar diya

dil ke sau tukde samndar mein jaa mili

milaya bhi toh kya milaya

do dil ko  fir se judaya  koi aur nahi, woh hai apna dilli   ...                ..(7/2)...

cham se jo do  boond gir pade

paraye apne ho gaye

jaade ki uss nisha mein

sapne sajaye hum naye-------                                                   ...(8/2).....

mera chaand mujhe hai mila
mere god se main aur kya maangta
yun hi chalta rahe yeh pyaar ka silsila
mera chand hai mujhe mila...
lalala alalaa la la la              ..........................                                     ...(9/2)....