.....????.....

.......... .. u rock and roll
............and stay off all pain
dis is wat d selfish soul
wish 4 u in dese days of rain


wt ws my fault dat u r so far
u wnt undrstnd how special u R

the short stint as friends
is wat i ll treasure my dear
hv a blasting bday 2day
for years, and forever.


hope u dnt forget dis friend
he misses u a lot
all he can ask for
remain his friend till d end....

W H Y ? ? ?

not again, never again
i ll let myself loose
its so haunting, its so daunting
to forget someone, to keep going...

it is cryin, it is still cryin
the heart cn no longer keep bearing
y did it happen at all?

love is d bloodiest thng to happen ever
when it is one-sided,it hurts u evn more.
y do we yearn 4 somebody?
y we strt prayin god so insanely.?

everything boils down from inside
u lose interest in everything
wat to do,wat not to do,
life becomes hell so confusing..

y did god create her
if she was created , y did we meet at all
if we met, y did we bcm frnds den
its still k, but y did i fall for her

wen d heart races on seeing her, it feels so great.
wen its obvious u wont c her again,
u feel so cheated and berated..


but i ll still wait wait and wait
because i love her, love her and only her
i'm gonna luv her till d end.....

C A L L !!!!

hey ya,more 30 days and u dnt knw where u are,
hey ya,much to lose and less to be pocketed there.

hey ya,wud b standing at crossroad
hey ya,no one 2 guide and no other avenue wud be left 2 board

hey ya,personally and professionally ,a new beginning
hey ya,a shocking flashwave keeps me shivering.

hey ya,leave behind many near and dear ones,
hey ya,they sud also miss me,dis is wat my heart wants.

hey ya,people u wont meet again,
hey ya,but some ll always remain in heart and brain.

hey ya,no doubt the present life is lingering a bit
hey ya,atleast it gave ample chances to try out being in different orbit.


hey ya, i got to tell u how i feel,
hey ya,i want someone to say me just chill.

hey ya,i need to wake up
hey ya,enough is enough , i ought to fulfill my dream cup..

hey ya, hopefully the coming days give me back my finesse
hey ya, waiting to be bestowed by god's largesse.

hey ya hey ya...

s o m e t h i n g ...something....

we the victim of emotional somersault
its not only about solitude but the yearning for that someone
which make our days more and more difficult.


failing to gauge the gravitational pull of relationship
we crave for someone who can,who sud make a difference
this is the first symptom, dat makes our heart beep.



is it not amazing when we hate someone,
then we are the one who lit the fire
but if we love someone,we fear to tell even dat very one..


the most wonderful feeling ever
which keeps our life out of control
paving a path in our lifeline forever.


the love to be cared for and care to love dat someone
sud never b overdone
if u get dumped, be happy for the loss u suffered
but if u dump, then remember everything is gone....


respect the love
it will take care of everything else like a fay
fights wud occur,
but dont dare to call it a day..

one thing u keep in mind u love the person for what he/she is..
dont try to permute dat special someone..
otherwise get ready for sucks and shocks from well-knit chain of bees..

well it was a compilation
filled with 90% own creation
little edition and slight addition

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L O S T . . . .

why man why

why i m not the one who i am
when it matters d most,
why have the cells failed to burst.?

i dnt deliver wen it is meant to be
am i a sore loser
wat can i do
may be i m a bloody choker.

how to get rid of it?
how can i be done wit d thngs wen i want?
life was easy for me always
its not d case anymore, and now i cant.

wen can i seriously stand upto people's expectations
or most importantly my own.
life puts you under different situations
how hard u try, u cnt run.

who said failures are the pillars of success
WHAT I FEEL is lack of feeling bad
has turned failures into caresses

i did say me, "wat i am" many a times
but den why do i gv up??
needfully i need some chimes
to fight out my cunctation, to pop me up.

i knw its not me who can help myself
but WHO??

But You, O GOD, the Lord, deal kindly with me for Your name's sake
all i hv said is very true, dis is no fake
no mishaps, no serious alterations i ask for
if i m able 2 gv my best always, treat 4 u is what i assure.


If I believe I can, or if i believe I cant,am I probably right ??